In April, I moved to Outback Australia to teach in a small
country school. I am a graduate teacher and this is my first real appointment.
I am teaching a multi-age class as there are not many students at this school.
I also teach almost all the subjects in the curriculum as the staff size is
small too.
It has been a big
learning experience in being here in the Outback. Some of my romantic views on
teaching and living in the outback have faded away. For instance, I wish there
was more variety when it came to groceries and more things to do in general.
I’m also not the teacher that I dreamt I would be. Some of it is due to my lack
of experience and the other to time constraints and bureaucracy.
When I was a student teacher, I use to make creative lessons
that were fun and engaging. Now, I just don’t have the time for that sort of
thing. I use to be in survival mode where I could only plan on a day to day
basis, then as I got more experienced I could plan a weekly schedule and thankfully
now I can do term planning. During survival mode, I just concentrated on
getting the students through the curriculum and doing the recommended lesson
plans. Unfortunately, sometimes that wasn’t the most engaging thing for the
students. Students don’t have to have fun to learn but they do have to be
interested in their learning. We got through it but next term I hope to plan
more engaging things for the students.
To be honest, there were more tough times than there were
happy times. I cried more during this term than I do in a year. I’m not
normally a crier but I have been overworked and stressed. My experience as a
new teacher is not unique. New teachers often go through a hard time as they
adjust to the realities of teaching. I’m
optimistic about next term though because I have time to plan for it during the
winter break. I’m actually going on holiday for a week during the winter break
but I’m still bringing my work with me. I have to mark assessments, write
report cards and plan for the next term.
Sounds tough, but I'm glad you're surviving. Will be sending good wishes and prayers your way that the next term goes better and is less stressful! Keep up the good fight! :)
ReplyDeleteThanks Bethany! I am hoping next term will be better as well. I've just had a role change at the school so it's going to be a different term that I expected.
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